i find it interesting to see how many people that i know actually read this site. i also find it comforting that certain individuals know me well enough to check the site when they think i am feeling down. whenever i post something semi sad or lyrics that are a little too strange, i receive emails from around the world asking me - are you ok?

yes, this site is sometimes a glimpse into my head. mostly it is just random crap that at the time seems interesting. it also serves as my way of documenting the things that have happened - be it crazy, silly, sad, unbelievable. i like to look back on this site through the past few years of posts and laugh and remember this vida loca that i call mine.

granted i don’t always get to the heart of the matter here. i do a bit of censoring - but does anyone really expect that i could write the whole truth? certain things are kept for only me to recall… and it wouldn’t really be that much fun if i documented all the crying on here - now would it?!?