it’s sunday evening. i’m sitting here on the anniversary of my 6th week at the hotel abba. rather depressing day. the weather is sucking. i am bummed. no house still. super lonely for the company of my friends. i guess i should suck it up and deal, since there isn’t much i can do. at least during the week i’m so busy that i don’t have time to think about these things. but reflecting in the hotel abba over room service jamon y queso bocadillo makes me want to cry into my 7-up. this was all my choice. i didn’t realize that getting a casa in bcn would be so flipping complicated.

on another note. i’ve been listening to the new dimitri album. it’s one thing that is making me enjoy my otherwise bleek day.

i can’t wait until miami. i need the company of fun people and good music. gotta have some hope for the future otherwise i think i’d have to go drown myself in the bidet.